tired of being tired

My energy is gone. I’m running on fumes now.
I’m tired of playing games.
I’m tired of being nice.
I’m tired of waiting.
I’m tired of playing nice.
I’m tired of being the good guy.
I’m tired of being the nice guy.
I’m tired of spending myself on others.
I’m tired of being who I’ve always been.
I’m tired of saying all the right things at all the wrong times.
I’m tired of not understanding.
I’m tired of knowing too much.
I’m tired of relying on blogs to make me feel better.
I’m tired of not being able to write anything happy.
I’m tired of not getting respect from those who should respect me.
I’m tired of working harder in relationships than the other person.
I’m tired of how much this world revolves around money.
I’m tired of having such good parents.
I’m tired of suburbia.
I’m tired of long hair.
I’m tired of loving those I shouldn’t.
I’m tired of scented soaps.
I’m tired of bad comedians.
I’m tired of false friends.
I’m tired of being judged.
I’m tired of not being understood.
I’m tired of not being important to anyone.
I’m tired of not being special anymore.
I’m tired of being ignored.
I’m tired of being ignored.
I’m tired of people being nice to me.
I’m tired of people refusing to punch me in the face.
I’m tired of not being able to kill bugs.
I’m tired of religion.
I’m tired of my hot room.
I’m tired of this constant worry.
I’m tired of college.
I’m tired of video games.
I’m tired of my car being broken.
I’m tired of not being able to find someone.
I’m tired of my lack of initiative.
I’m tired of alarm clocks.
I’m tired of cell phones.
I’m tired of having to wake up.
I’m tired of not being as intuitive as I used to be.
I’m tired of seeing love everywhere but here.
I’m tired of no being in my apartment.
I’m tired of the silence.
I’m tired of pretending that maybe someday it wont be silent anymore
I’m tired of giving myself false hope.
I’m tired of being weak.
I’m tired of second guessing.
I’m tired of thinking.
I’m tired of wishing.
I’m tired of forgetting.
I’m tired of caring so much.
I’m tired of him.
I’m tired of her.
I’m tired of walking on eggshells.
I’m tired of wondering.
I’m tired of blowing up.
I’m tired of not being in control.
I’m tired of being tired.